vrijdag 27 december 2013

Remember who's blood you're drinking
Who's tears have flood
Remember, the pain you had
The way he left

vrijdag 25 oktober 2013

Running through rain
And defeating storms
Into the wind
Away from the shore
There's where you will find
The person who lives inside
Who's longing to come out

Don't be attracted to safety
When the unknown calls
It's fear what you feel
What keeps you awake
What makes you focus
It's shows you that this is real

maandag 2 september 2013

You lost it all and it seems like you don't care
Not a single sincere tear
I wonder if you know the meaning of…
Do you know any fear?

I feel sorry for you
For not knowing what you were missing
And what you miss

You've got eyes but you don't see
You've hurt the ones who tried to love
So go and don't look back
Back to all the pain and regret

So tell me now
Who's gonna fix your mess
Who's gonna hold your hand
When the summer green leaves turn into autumn
And the rain falls
There's nothing left but a cold cold heart..
The rain gets frozen, like the time
Like the memories, that you've left behind…

So why won't you see you're running out of time
Losing a haven to call home
Having a heart that beats slow
And whenever you're around it beats like,
Like there is no tomorrow
No matter what I do
No matter what I say
You will make me feel like I don't matter
In any kind of way
And thats just the way you live

You scream and shout
You get scared and you're out

I'll do it my own way
And yes I will get burned
That will be my price to pay

Maybe it's a lost battle
Maybe good is never gonna be good enough for you
And the funny thing about that is
What seems to be right, isn't right in your eyes

You never see the right thing in me
It's like you are blinded by hate

You scream and shout
You get scared and you're out

I'll do it my own way
And yes I will get burned
That will be my price to pay
But I will learn and grow
And yes I will prove to you
Perhaps you've been wrong

There was a time when I truly felt like a nobody
And every single word you've said hurted like flames of hell
Glad all that has changed
I know my place now
Do you?

There's still one thing left unsaid
And don't get me wrong
You were my hero
But damn you screwed up

zaterdag 31 augustus 2013

First steps of letting go

Every word every action means nothing by now
And as you stand in the mirror, looking into your reflection
You just wonder and wonder how

Once where your reflection was me
Now it is an other woman, it's she

They tell me to move on
And you give me many reasons why I should
You make it easy to forget
To let go of I life I lived

So this is me saying goodbye
Goodbye to you and your reflection
So long my friend I wish you all the good
For me you're nothing but a memory
Buried 6ft under, your just death